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Enough is enough
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When is enough really enough? What I mean is when is it time to decide to step off of the merry-go-round and change your course of action? I find myself constantly falling back into bad habits. Procrastination, laziness, slothfulness - for that matter all of the deadly sins. I just can't seem to get it right. I do OK for a while then slowly slip right back into my bad habits. Each time I promise myself that I won't do it again. Each time I slip up, time and time again. When does it stop? I've been reflecting a lot lately. Partly because I've come into contact with people from my past who are unearthing these memories, and partly because I am in a quiet place spiritually. I feel as if there is something right over the horizon that I need to reach. The problem is that I keep getting in my own way. Just this morning I was thinking about how many situations my a bad attitude has screwed me out of. How many people who were focused and driven I could have aligned myself wit...
Sunset
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Can you believe this weather? It has been amazingly perfect just about every day this summer. Well, except for the days when it would rain non-stop. Today was such a day, still it did not put a damper on my spirits. I've come to the conclusion that I am living an extraordinary life. I realize I may have said this before, but every once and while I need to remember that I am not living an ordinary life for a reason; The reason is that I was destined for more. I have met amazing people and been in irregular situations. I have visited places in my youth that some people have yet to visit as adults. My life is uniquely mine and I challenge anyone to say we are living parallel lives. With that said, I have also realize that I've made some mistakes, done some dirt, and have some repenting to do. But on the flip side of that coin, there are some experiences that you have that you know are not ethical or socially acceptable that you should feel really bad about, but you don't. It ...
So heavy on my mind
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Ah man, so many thoughts weighing on my mind. You know when the world seemingly falls off its axis and throws you for a loop it can be hard to recover. I am facing the fact that life has changed tremendously . This is a pivotal year for me in so many ways. I've been rolling with the punches, but so many changes in a matter of months eventually catches up to you. A shift in energy is what it is. So many memories of what is no longer there. A house that is no longer a home. A family member who is simply a shell of who they were in my memory. A lover whose kisses are just a faded memory. A childhood idol gone, leaving behind a tainted legacy. My heart is heavy, but my third eye is clear. I can now see the B.S. as soon as it presents itself. So many people who are lacking authenticity. So many people think they can judge others while they are living contradictory lives of their own. Where did we lose our way and how can we find our way back? Imagine a world where we all were just who...