Blessings, affirmations, grace, and reflection

I feel like I am in a giant snow globe. 70 degrees one day and snow the next. Update: Scratch that...it lasted all of about 5 minutes. Now the sun is shining!

And so it goes while eating a bowl of oatmeal this morning I thought about the promise of a special breakfast of homemade Irish Oatmeal from the Ex that has recently resurfaced. Then it dawned on me what it was about this man that drew me into him. He gave me a sense of comfort ... that is when he wasn't causing drama. The Capricorn, as he is known to some, was one of only three men I've been with who actually "took care" of me. He cooked for me each time I came to see him. The man can cook! He made sure I was taken care of and comfortable. Maybe that is why I dealt with his issues for a year and half. Because when it was good it was good but when he messed up he really messed up. If I could package up all the good things about him along with Supastar and a couple of other exes without the bad stuff...we'd be in business! Alas, this is not the case and I am left with memories of cold winter days where I was snuggly tucked away inside his apartment well fe...

boots- check hat- check scarf-check gloves-check turtleneck - check sweater-check ski jacket- check wool pants with lining- check pantyhose to wear under wool pants - check double facial moisturizer - check, check As the temps dipped into the teens today, I made sure to layer myself thoroughly. This weather is simply ridiculous! It has been ranging 50 degrees!!! Out-of-control. This morning I completely zoned out on the subway. The train pulled into my stop, the doors opened, people got off, people got on. Only when the conductor announced what the next stop was did it hit me that my ass was about to miss my stop. I casually got up from my seat and walked calmly to the door as if I intended to wait until the very last minute to get off the train. I guess I need a vacation. Now, if only to get my hands on some vacation money and I'll be good. So, just as a forewarning, this post is about to be all over the place. I haven't been wanting to blog or even write in my journal l...