Blessings, affirmations, grace, and reflection

The last time I saw you, your back was turned to me and you were walking out of my life. That was five years ago. It took you a year and half to finally reconnect to me. Now you want to recreate that moment that was lost. I don't think I have it in me to try to recreate what was lost. You will always be a part of my life, but I think our future needs to be redefined.

I had an old love contact me on Fac.ebook today. It was a surprise because I am not really out there like that on the Fac.ebook. Yet, many of my exes have seemed to track me down on there. I don't care. I've friended them all. No real anamosity toward any of them. We have memories. They are a part of my life and helped shape me. But this one guy, man oh man. We have some fabulous memories. This guy was so much fun. I remember I was crazy about him, but in the end our relationship just fizzled out. I think he may have even used that line 'it's not you it's me.' Anyway, this guy made me feel like a lady. He had a crazy history, but none of it matter because he was such a sweet guy. I met him because he lived across the street from my job. He lived in the PJs, he had 99999999 kids, and he was a recovering drug addict. Yeah, it sounds bad, but honest to God this was an amazing man on his way to living a blessed life. Never judge a book by it's cover. We...