Blessings, affirmations, grace, and reflection

Good Morning, Been reestablishing my relationship with God and myself. I say my prayers at night, but God and I were long overdue for a deep heart to heart. I am learning. I am growing.  Part of the process is healing my body through better nutrition. I've been serious about it. I feel my energy returning. I am moving back into healthy habits. I have no choice but to live my life in a way that is pleasing to God. I am off to take a walk in Central Park before it gets too hot outside. Have a beautiful day!

This weekend the plans were to do the usual chores and errands and get some work in. God said that wasn't happening. Saturday I wasn't feeling 100 percent so I was planning to relax. My cousin called me in the afternoon to convince me to come out to the Puerto Rican Day celebration in East Harlem. I'd never been in all the years I've lived here. It was either too hot, too cold, too rainy, I had other plans, etc. Well, this year it was too chilly and damp but I went anyway. I was not a happy camper. I could deal with the cold, but the noise and the crowds were beyond me. I was ready to go! As it turned out, by the time I found him the police were shutting it all down! It was only 5PM. In the past they would party all night. So we left and warmed up in a Starbucks in the nearby Target before heading out to get something to eat. I didn't want to eat in Harlem so we drove to New Jersey and ate at Fuddrucker's. Had never been, but heard from someone that it has good ...

Man oh man...you can't tell from first glance, but the Lord is doing amazing things in my life! I woke up this morning and God cleared my path so that I could finally get out of my own way. I haven't had so much clarity and peace of mind in years. When I am in this place spiritually God places pretty amazing people in my life. When I was at my most enlightened I met Supastar. I know for a fact that he was attracted to my energy...there is a whole other vibe that you project to the world when you are at peace with your life and your circumstances. I am moving toward that place in my life. Once I decided to let go of the strife, the fear, the disappointment, and the past rejections. Once I realized that I could recognize when my old negative patterns were creeping up, that is when I made a conscience decision to let it go. When I get out of my own way and stop blaming others (still working on eliminating that bitterness) and let life take its course, THAT is when amazing th...