It all..all falls down

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Fall is here and this weekend has been perfect. I slept in Saturday and Sunday. Then I looked at an apartment in my friend's condo building on Saturday. It was very tiny and I actually felt claustrophobic. While the rent was much cheaper than I would pay once I move into another unit here while my unit is being renovated I think I need more space and of course I need more light. I needed to run errands afterwards but decided instead to get my pampering in. It hasn't been as frequent as it had been since my money is funny with the dentist bills and all.

On Sunday I meant to work but I was pulled outside by the unseasonably warm weather. Took my Canon out. It actually hadn't been used since my summer vacation. Crazy! I decided to go to a park that I'd been meaning to visit for a while. The place is a hidden gem. I've passed it hundreds of times and never visited it. From the street you have no idea how elegant and peaceful this park is.

Then Monday it was back to business. I have been grumpy all week as I was overwhelmed with an onslaught of emails and requests. Argh! I am trying not to allow work to make me as stressed as I had been, but I won't lie, this is a stressful time and my attitude toward work is stank! Right now I feel like I am facing an impossible situation. I try my best, but I am constantly bogged down with more B.S.

Anyway...only a month away from moving. I need to get my life cleared so I can start packing up and doing what needs to be done. I think I am just ready for the holidays so I can have time to regroup and strategize. I think I had more to say but I am getting tired now so I will stop here for now.

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