Blessings, affirmations, grace, and reflection

Almost forgot this blog existed. I never get a chance to blog just to blog. Always something to do on the other end. Work and when not work the side hustle. Trying to live. Trying to be somebody. Trying to recover. Trying to get discovered. Hoping, dreaming, and praying. And what's new with you?

*tap*tap* Is this thing on?  Hello? Anyone out there?

Finally every room in my apartment is clean at the same time. It feels great! I actually have more energy and my mind is clear. I still have to clean out closets and do various and sundry tasks but I managed to do a nice deep, thorough cleaning from top to bottom. My house is in order. My house smells wonderful!  Now I just need a sunflower to make it complete. I have been stressing over not having internet in the house. How late am I to realize that I can use my mobile to access the internet on my lap top.  Clarity! Off to negotiate some things.

Last few weeks of vacations and emails are starting to pour in about work related stuff. Not ready. We still have to hire a new assistant. I've come to realize I don't want someone with an impressive resume. I'd rather have someone who is dedicated and a good person.  I am decided that I am definitely moving next year. Somewhere - anywhere - south of here. I've had enough. And how are you?

I feel my heart, face, and outlook softening. It is the combination of enough sleep, healthier eating habits, lots of sun, and the time to do what I love.  I want to be able to maintain this feeling through the fall and winter, but about 6 weeks into the winter I begin to emotionally hibernate. I really need to find a job that allows me to indulge in my joys more often and/or need to move to a state where I can get more sun, more often. Please let the economy improve so I can move forward. I won't complain because I am blessed to have a job and to have this time off, but it will be hard to get back to business when I know that something else brings joy to my heart and peace to my spirit. Let me remain open and pliable to all new possibilities and opportunities.